God is so good to me…

For years I have been struggling with health issues.  It’s a long story that I am going to shorten so that you get the full impact of how good God is to me.  I was diagnosed with some stupid disease that causes a hormone imbalance that in turn caused my girl parts to not function right, I gained weight when I should have been losing it, and that caused back and knee problems.  So got the surgery, just in time, because my test numbers were one number away from full on cancer.  Speed up here I am a year later and feeling much better.  I have even begun to lose weight.  So a few months ago I decided I would get a part-time job to help bring in some money.  I love working.  I love making money.  I love to be busy doing stuff and have been limited by my health so needless to say I was excited.  I worked for a few weeks and hurt myself.  I had to quit.  I was upset beyond more than I have ever been before.  I felt like I was in a never-ending spiral of not good enough and to make matters worse they messed up my paychecks.  So not only was I not able to work but I didn’t even get paid.  I was angry, than I cried, then angry, and then I just gave up.  I talked to the managers.  Nothing happened.  Speed up again,  the last couple of weeks I have been doing a kind of self inventory with God. We revisited those feelings, or what I like to call it now, a mindset of defeat.  I had in my mind to expect the worst because I wasn’t good enough.  I repented because God had made me good enough.  He has qualified me.  “And giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light.” Colossians 1:12  In believing that I told God I would like my money.  And today in the mail I received a paycheck with the total amount owed.  God is so good to me.

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